Sunday, June 21, 2009
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I feel so damn f-ing frustrated with myself.Everything is going not as planned,problems keep popping out from nowhere and nobody's there for me.My life is becoming more topsy-turvy each day.There's no one I can talk to.Even those who are closed to me are also starting to leave me alone,so gloomy and so... I don't know what to say.I'm just so stressed out.I feel so lonely at times.We are suppose to be very close,do things together,share our problems togther.In the end?Its like now,we are starting going our seperate ways.Why can't it be like last time when we were so happy together.Tomorrow,even if I'm only going out with 1 of you,I will also miss the other 1.If the other thinks that either 1 of us are in wrong,I now apologise.Its not that we want to leave you out.Last minute changes do SUCK A LOT!I do wish we could go out together,but 1 of us is "booked" for the entire week so... Now I'm starting to think that our friendship is worthless,I don't even know why I bother to care for you are that much.I really don't know how to handle this matter.Some one please help me.I can't take it any longer.Some day I'm going to explode in anger and it will be very nasty if I loose my temper.