Sunday, June 28, 2009

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Yesterday went to Pasir Ris Park for some BBQ thing.I was lucky that I didn't fell right smack on my butt.Thanks arh 105kg.But Fatso is in a worser plight than me.He fell so many times and got injured.Today went to watched Transformers:Revenge of The Fallen.Its an awesome movie.Must watch,so as Ice Age 3 and Harry Potter:The Half-blooded Prince.Here's a quiz from Dilys Bestie's blog,since nothing to blog about.

1.Real Name : Vivian.
2. Nickname(s) : Vi and Vian.
3. Star signs : Scorpio.
4. Male or female : Female la.
5. Primary School : Tampines North Primary School.
6. Secondary School : East View Secondary School.
7. JC/Poly : JC can't make it,maybe Poly.But now I don't know yet.
8. Hair Colour : Black,brown and white(wth).
9. Long or Short : I think long.
10. Loud or quiet : Quiet.
11. Sweats or Jeans : Jeans.
12. Phone or Camera : Phone.
13. Health freak : Don't think so.
14. Drink or smoke : I already swear I'll never smoke.Drink?Now nope.Future?Don't know.
15. Do you have a crush on someone? Sadly,yes.
16. Eat or Drink : Both,but now I'm on diet.
17. Piercings : 2
18. Tattoos : Nope.
HAVE YOU EVER?19. In an airplane : Yes.
20. Been in a relationship : Yes,but break already and I didn't treat it seriously.So I still don't have my 1st love.
21. Been in a car accident : Nope,but I saw lots of it.
22. Been in a fist fight : With Fatso,we even use legs.
23. First piercing : Yes.
24. First best friend : Yup.
25. First award : Yup.
26. First crush : Primary 5.
27. First vacation : When I was 3.Does that count?
LASTS :28. Last person you talked to : Gi. =]
29. Last person you texted : No one.
Last person you watched a movie with : 105kg,Stepmummy,Fatso and Vanessa.Erm... Thats not 1. =}
31. Last food you ate : Ipoh Hor Fun?
32. Last movie you watched : Transformers:Revenge of The Fallen.
33. Last song you listened to : Knock you down - Keri Hilson Ft. Kanye West and Ne-yo.
34. Last thing you bought : I have no idea.XD
35. Last person you hugged : Stepmummy. =]
FAVOURITES :36. Food : Chocolate.
37. Drinks : Iced Green Tea. =}
38. Clothing : I wear whatevers is in now. =D
39. Books : The Twilight Saga and A House of Night Novels.
40. Song : Got a lot leh.
41. Flower : Not very sure.But I do like blue tulips. =}
42. Colours : ALL SHADES OF BLUE,white,black,grey.
Movies : I have absolutely no idea.
44. Phrase : Oh Shit and wth.
45. Subjects : SCIENCE,art and home economics. <3
In 2008 , [x] means yes .
46. [] Kissed in the snow
47. [] Celebrated Halloween
48. [] Had your heart broken
49. [x] When over the minutes in cell phone
50. [] Someone questioned your sexual orientation
51. [] Came out of the closet
52. [] Gotten pregnant
53. [] Had an abortion
54. [x]Done something you've regretted
55. [] Broke a promise
56. [x] Hid a secret
57. [x] Pretended to be happy
58. [] Met someone who changed your life
59. [] Pretended to be sick
60. [] Left the country
61. [x] Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
62. [x] Cried over silliest things
63. [] Run a mile
64. [] When to the beach with your best friend(s)
65. [x] Stay single the whole year
CURRENTLY:
66. Eating : Nutella spread. XD
67. Drinking : Cold water.
68. I'm about to : Sleep.
69. Listening to : The sound of the TV and songs.
70. Plans for tomorrow : Try to get all the Math stuff I know in my brain.
71. Waiting for : Next outing with the VKG clique.
YOUR FUTURE
72. Want kids : Yes,1 boy and 1 girl. =]
73. Want to get married : Yes. =D
74. Careers in mind : I don't know.Can someone help me?
WHICH IS BETTER WITH GUY/GIRL
75. Lips or eyes : Eyes.
76. Shorter or Taller : Taller.
77. Romantic or Spontaneous : Romantic.
78. Nice stomach or Nice arms : Erm... Nice arms?
79. Sensitive or Loud : Neither of them.
80. Hook-up or Relationship : Relationship.
81. Trouble maker or Hesitant : Neither.
82. Lost glasses/contacts : I don't know.
83. Ran away from home : Never.
84. Hold a gun/knife for self-defense : Maybe will.*ahem* you watch out if you dare to did anything to Mei. :D
85. Killed somebody : NEVER.
86. Broken someone's heart : Yes,and not just 1 person.
87. Been arrested : No.
88. Cried when someone died : Yes.Does who don't are heartless.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN :
89. Yourself : A bit.
90. Miracles : Yes.
91. Love at first sight : Yes.
92. Heaven : Think so.
93. Santa Claus : Nope.
94. Sex on the first date : Erm... ew... no.
95. Kiss on the first date : Maybe?
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
96. Is there one person you want to be with right now? I don't know.
97. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? Yes.
98. Do you believe in god? Er... I don't know.
NOW TAG 10 PEOPLE TO DO THIS :1. Kimberly Irreplaceable.
2. Gillian Lovable.
3. Xing Ling BFF.
4. Jacy Stead
5. Carissa Jie.
6. Kah Ngee.
7. Anyone.
8.
9.
10.

Vivian ★ ,9:10 PM.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

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Took this quiz from Gi's bloggy.Since I have nothing to blog about now.Its quite a long quiz.

STEP ONE:
Spell your name with songs.

V:-
I:I'll be loving you long time-Mariah Carey
V:-
I:I'm with you-Avril Lavigne
A:Alive-Natalie Bassingthwaighte
N:Never Again-Kelly Clarkson

STEP TWO:
» Name: Vivian
» Birth date: 17/11
» Nickname: Vi , Vian
» Eye Color: Brownish black?
» Hair Color: Black,brown and white(which I'm not happy of).
» Zodiac Sign: Pig *oinkoink*

STEP THREE:
» The shoes you wore today: Slippers
» Your weaknesses: Friendships,Relationships and I dunno already.
» Your fear(s): Losing my loved ones.
» Your perfect pizza: Hawaiian? =}
» Goal you'd like to achieve: Do better in Math and excel in Science.(the math part is mission impossible)

STEP FOUR:
» Your best physical feature: I don't know. Smile?
» Your bedtime: In my room at 10pm everyday,except Saturdays. =]
» Most missed memory: When I was young,with no worries at all.

STEP FIVE:
This Or That:
» Pepsi or Coke? Both are fine to me.
» McDonalds or Burger King? McDonalds
» Adidas or Nike? Erm... I'm not that into sports brand.Anything will do. =)
» Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea? Hmm... Lipton?
» Chocolate or Vanilla? I'm a chocoholic.What do you think?
» Cappuccino or coffee? Both are the same.Only cappuccino

STEP SIX:
Do You:
» Smoke: No and never!
» Curse: Yup I do curse.
» Sing: Any random songs that pop out in my head. =}
» Dance: I don't know how to dance. =(
» Take a shower everyday: Of course...
» Have a crush: I don't know.
» Do you think you've been in love?: Nope.
» Want to go to college: Temasek Polytechnic or TPJC(see if I can make it,mostly can't).
» Like(s) high school: S'pore don't have High School.
» Want to get married: Yes.
» Get motion sickness: On bus,car,taxi and maybe boat?
» Think you're attractive: Nope.
» Think you're a health freak: Nah ah.I love fried food.Lol...
» Get along with your parents: Can I don't talk about this?But mostly my father.

STEP SEVEN:
In the past month:
» Gone to the mall: I go to the mall like every week?
» Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Its been a long time since I ate oreos.
» Eaten Sushi: Yes,with dear Gi.
» Been on stage: Nope. =]
» Gone skating: I haven't skate for quite a long time. =[
» Made homemade cookies: Nope.
» Gone skinny dipping: Er... Nope.
» Stolen anything: Hell no!

STEP EIGHT:
Ever:
» Played a game that required removal of clothing: No.
» If so, was it mixed company: -
» Flashed anyone: Lol no.
» Been beaten up: By Fatso. =[
» Shoplifted: No and never. =]

STEP NINE:
» Age you hope to be married: 22 - 26?
» Numbers of Children: A boy and a girl. =)
» Describe your Dream Wedding: The one I want to have is with my soulmate. =]
» What country would you most like to visit ? Australia,New York and Paris. =D

STEP TEN:
In the opposite sex:
» Best eye color? Black or brown?
» Best hair color? Black or brown.
» Short hair or long hair? Not long.

STEP ELEVEN:
» Number of people I could trust with my life: I trust everyone I know. =]
» Number of CDs that you own: Not much.
» Number of tattoos: 0.
» Number of piercings: 2.

Personal Quiz
» Who were you with yesterday? Irreplaceable and my family. =]
» What woke you up this morning? The closing of the toilet door. =[
» Where are you? My house.
» Is tomorrow going to be a good day? Who knows. =}
» Honestly, do you get up in the middle of the night and eat? Nope.I'll be sleeping like a pig.
» Honestly, do you like anyone? I like my friends and doggys. =D
» Honestly, does anyone like you? My friends.
ANGER SECTION
» What do you do when you're mad? Eat like mad.No one can stop me. =}
» What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad? I almost scold the f-word at Fatso infront of my grandmother and Gi on the phone.
» Ever made anyone cry when you were mad? I'm not so bad,instead I hide in a corner and cry on my own.
» Do you swear when you're mad? Yes I do swear,only when I'm freaking mad.

CRYING SECTION
» When was the last time you actually cried? Monday night.When I'm going to sleep.
» Ever cried yourself to sleep? Yeap...
» Do certain songs make you cry? Nope,only movies or drams. =]
» What usually makes you cry? Stress and hurtful things that people say.

HAPPY SECTION
» Are you usually a happy person? You will always see me smiling. =]
» What makes you the happiest? Being with my family and friends.Seeing them happy makes me happy.
» Do you believe in yourself? Not really.
» When people say they think you are pretty/handsome, do you get happy? Yes,its a natural reaction. =}

Vivian ★ ,12:19 PM.

Monday, June 22, 2009

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Woke up with swollen and puffy eyes,some of you would know what I've been doing last night before I sleep.Sigh... Went out with the VKG clique.It isn't complete without Gi in it.Haiz... If only Kim mother's car didn't get scratched,causing her father to come back home early.Jurong Point is a much more nicer place than before it kind of renovates.THe place is very big,a bit like Bugis but its not.Don't know what to say.I'm still feeling so sucky and stuck up.I still haven't figure out what to do yet.I still have no advices,no ideas and nobody to talk to.I and my stepmummmy are very close and very opened,I will always take advices from her.But there are some things that I can't say infront of her.I'm falling apart.

Vivian ★ ,8:09 PM.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

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I feel so damn f-ing frustrated with myself.Everything is going not as planned,problems keep popping out from nowhere and nobody's there for me.My life is becoming more topsy-turvy each day.There's no one I can talk to.Even those who are closed to me are also starting to leave me alone,so gloomy and so... I don't know what to say.I'm just so stressed out.I feel so lonely at times.We are suppose to be very close,do things together,share our problems togther.In the end?Its like now,we are starting going our seperate ways.Why can't it be like last time when we were so happy together.Tomorrow,even if I'm only going out with 1 of you,I will also miss the other 1.If the other thinks that either 1 of us are in wrong,I now apologise.Its not that we want to leave you out.Last minute changes do SUCK A LOT!I do wish we could go out together,but 1 of us is "booked" for the entire week so... Now I'm starting to think that our friendship is worthless,I don't even know why I bother to care for you are that much.I really don't know how to handle this matter.Some one please help me.I can't take it any longer.Some day I'm going to explode in anger and it will be very nasty if I loose my temper.

Vivian ★ ,9:19 PM.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

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I was quite shock after I heard Taylor Swift rap for the 1st time.After a while I find the whole video and the song quite funny.This few days were so boring for me,so as Fatso.Everytime annoy me and in the end we argue and quarrel for the whole day.He ask me to teach him something that I have repeated for a lot of times and I'm very sick of it.Scold him then he curse me go die.Wth... Why do I have this kind of younger brother for goodness sake.Watching Transformers 2:Revenge of The Fallen next week.Can't wait. XD Ice Age 3:Dawn of The Dinosaurs is also a must watch.Its damn hilarious.Hm... Got to go.TTFN. =]

Vivian ★ ,1:56 PM.

Monday, June 15, 2009

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I seriously can't take this anymore!Whatever I do is not right and what you are do is always right.Help her buy something also must scold me.We are still related in blood.Want me to hate her to the core?Sorry I can't make it.I don't give a damn how she treat me,she is still my mother.I admit that she is sometimes a total bitch but my answer is still the same.And you!Next time want to buy stuff ownself buy.Don't give me so much trouble.Do you know how upset I was!You are not the one who got all the scolding,of course you don't know!Lets just put it simple,I really had enough.

Ok,finally get everything off my chest.I was actually supposed to go out with Kim and Gi today.Kim can't make it and my grandmother say if today I go out with Gi then I cannot go out for the rest of the remaining holiday.Wth... So I'm remaining in the house for the entire day.Sian... Also can't do anything.Tomorrow got the SANA course thing.Need to report at school on 7.15am.Haiz... XD TTFN.

Vivian ★ ,11:40 AM.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

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Ok... Went 2 Jurong Bird Park 2dae.Tis is the 1st time I went there.Took a lot of pictures.Here r a few of some I took.(Actually theres still alot more)

The yellow fluffy Parrots at the main entrance.Cute aren't they?

The black geese n a few ducks.

The Emperor n Adelie penguins.The Emperor penguins r rather huge in size.

A sea of pink.There were actually more Flamingos.Bt they were at the other side.

2 blue birds with their sort of kaboom head.Weird bt the shade of blue is pretty. =]

Too bad the peacock didn't open up it's tail.Bt its pretty anyway.

Stepmummy feeding the 2 Lorry.FYI its a bird,nt a vehicle.

My fav bird,the elegant Swans.There's a black goose n a few ducks.

The beautiful waterfall.

Another cute bird.I adore it bcos of the slivery blue feathers it had,n it is very cute. =p

Bought a small penguin keychain.Hahas... Too bad Vanessa didn't come bcos of Mummy.Looking forward 2 another visit,which 105kg saes,maybe 5 to 10 years.Lol... Goin out with Kim n Gi on Mondae.Hope everything turns out as planned.TTFN. =]

Vivian ★ ,6:56 PM.

Monday, June 08, 2009

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So damn tired!Fridae n Saturdae gt camp.Yesterdae went out the whole dae.2dae gt NPCC training.Under the damn hot sun 4 hours.Iszuan,u gd lor.Kick my hand thn nw my hand gt blueblack.Thn in between the training,no energy n lyk going 2 faint.All tis come at wrong timing,haiz... After training call Mummy n joke around.Must help her buy bag,choose 4 her somemore.Everytime lyk tat 1.Maybe sleeping early,if nt 2morrow sure faint 1.Btw,gt my results.They were nt bad n long time no blog alr.Very lazy... Hees... =p

Vivian ★ ,5:26 PM.