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2011-01-01T20:42:00.002+08:00

Wow!Its 2011 le.So fast... Well,I just hope that I can pass my O Levels with flying colours,thats what every Sec 4 wants I think,last long with my Darling,be healthy and may this year be an enjoyable one.But apparently not.Its only the 1st day and I've been having crap.Wtf... Been having crap since afternoon till... now.Argh!1st is someone,then my sis,after that my grandmother,then np stuff.Wth is this sia!Ask my sis don't snatch toilet from me then in the end she go snatch.Nevermind,scold her already she cry.After that I look at my horrible fringe then become more and more fed up.Was trimming fringe at salon then in the middle my grandmother go fetch my brother then I ask her come back again.Instead she go bring Fatso go eat lunch.I need her there cause I can't see clearly even if my fringe crooked I can also see straight and it really did happen.Now I look like don't know what.Then the camp proposal was in a mess when I saw it yesterday and when I was checking the inbox just now and I saw those emails my mood was completely ruined.Walao holidays also so stressed... Haiz... My life is so fucked up. =/

2010-11-18T20:10:00.002+08:00

Woohoo!Spent my birthday with Gi and someone special.Hahas...! XD And a big THANK YOU to all those out there who had wished me a happy birthday yesterday!I really appreciate it. =] Well... Went to Bugis but almost regretted when I see so many people there.Anyways,who cares if there's a lot of people.Hahs... Have lots of fun there.Bought a pair of heels... Finally.Long time no wear heels le.So happy... Cause someone is taller... =} Have 2 bangles,a baby pooh and a bottle of stars for my presents!Hahas... Now I'm waiting for the weekends to come cause there's more things for me.Hahs... Hmm... Nothing much to say already.Well.TTFN. =]

2010-10-30T21:29:00.002+08:00

Yes!The holidays are here.Whoo!But still got so many things going on.Sian... Waiting for 2nd Nov to come to start attending for the bridging classes.Why am I so excited about bridging... Well... My results for the whole year is like shit.Wth.Study hard for Amaths in the end fail until very jia lat.Physics 1 more mark to pass.Wtf?Haiz... So sad but bo bian.Fated de.Anyways,had a retest for Amaths yesterday.Didn't finish again but I can finally do it.As for Physics... Maybe dropping it.Sian la... Wasted my time and other people's time.Argh.Why is it so hard for me to understand Maths related things.Just don't get it.Maybe its in the family blood?Most probably yes.Going to study during the holidays already.But hopefully I don't fall sick,and perhaps it may just happen.

2010-09-28T19:34:00.002+08:00

What am I supposed to do?Why can't the exams just end soon?Why can't all the stress just f*** off?Why must we always say goodbye to each other when it ends?Why must we always hurt others?So many questions in my head... I don't even have the answers to them.Right now all I can think is about exams.They are so near and yet so far to reach.Competition is so strong among us and no one dares to lose out to one another.Remember the days when some of us don't even care about exams at all and maybe most of us treat it as nothing?Now is such a total different case.Then so heng,all those problems come in at 1 go.Argh!Just what do I need to do to get rid of them.Time... Thinking of time,I finally realised that it is so little and its certainly is not enough for me at all.Haiz... I just want the exams to be over quickly.But that means its going to be near the end of the year and the next year will be the final year and I'll say 'Hellos' to O' Levels.Then 'Bye Bye' to my friends and enter a new surrounding with new people.Why must it always be like this?Maybe its just because I don't like saying goodbyes... All these thats happening... What I require the most is courage now,to carry on what I'm supposed to do.Thats why I find Courage,by Orianthi and Lacey,a very meaningful song.It's not how many times you've been knocked down but its how many times you get back up.It really let me realised for a time being that although there are a lot of ups and downs in our lives but we shouldn't give up. =]

2010-09-08T19:28:00.010+08:00

Watch Step Up 3D yesterday.Its so awesome!The dance moves,songs etc... I find this scene the most nicest one of all.Just like the effect of the bubbles and the drink thingy.Its so cool.But the dances are even more cooler.I was suprised to see how the young kids danced.Its like 'Wow!'.A movie must watch!Hahas... XD Went with Kim.So long never see her.Almost can't recognise her already,changed so much.Hahs... Took a lot of photos but yep,she upload on Facebook but I'm not uploading any.Lazy.Almost slept during Bio class.Then got this practical worksheet teacher want give out but want speak to us 1 by 1.So she used this jackpot thingy.Got 30 names in this jackpot thingy.Rinku got her practical before us.We were like waiting and waiting until the thing left 4 names,me,Veron,Andrea and Canace.So we were like ok who will be the last one.Hahas... So Andrea got her paper then Veron get hers.Left me and Canace haven't get back ours.Rinku ask teacher to press the button again and Canace was the last in the class to get her paper back.Hahahas... Her "lucky" day. =} I was the 2nd last.Tomorrow still got lessons.Sian... K... TTFN. =]

P.S. Hope to see those that I have not seen for so long.Miss you all lots.

2010-09-04T20:16:00.002+08:00

Wah the September holidays finally starts.But I still have to say that the hols are no different than school days.Still need go back school for class and I hate project work,and even more bloody worse,chinese project work.Omg... I don't even know what I need to write lor.Haiz... So sian lor... Project work sucks.Then still got homework and I need to start revision already... The 1st subject to revise is SS,since teacher have already given us the topics to study.Luckily that my CA2 results are ok.If not my father is gonna kill me.

2010-08-15T20:43:00.002+08:00

Ok this song is nice.Hahs... I know I seldom listen to Korean songs but this is so catchy. XD School life is really so sian.All I know is study study study.Just waiting for that SA2 to come and get over and done with it.But the EOY holidays won't be like a holiday.Already found out that we need come back during the holidays.Don't know how many days of my hols gone le.Argh... I'm so sick of all this le.Haiz... But bo bian. =/

2010-08-02T21:14:00.002+08:00

Nowadays there's always 1 thing in my mind,study,study and more study.Lols... Didn't have enough time for me to do my own things etc already.This is just saddening but no choice so many tests on the way and after that is exams.Everyday my schedule is packed.Just have to wait till YOG's over and there are lesser np things.But I just remember got drill com.Haiz... So sian lor.Now I just wish to have time study can liao.

2010-07-17T22:33:00.003+08:00

Ok... So many things coming up for me... Np stuffs and YOG.Already saw the "list" of things for np.Can die lor.Already have a bit of difficulties for my studies already and so many things have been taking up my time.Seems like I will not be free till September.Sian.Worst still I don't find enough time to revise.More things happening for YOG and it seems that Team Cayman is going to collapse soon.Conflicts here and there.No surprise and so many things not done yet.Gg le lor... Tomorrow got E Math test haven't learn yet.Social studies test on Tuesday.Really gone case liao. =/

2010-07-05T20:53:00.002+08:00

Watched Eclipse on Saturday.The movie was so nice!Hahas... XD Except the fighting part.So scary... Lols... But overall its awesome. =] There's also the hokaiddo fair at TM.All the food looks so yummy.Just can't stand the strong smell of the squid when I'm near the stall.Make me want to puke only but its actually yummy.The grilled scallop is nice.Hahs... Now waiting for Breaking Dawn to release and its going to be next year... Sian. =/

2010-07-02T21:29:00.002+08:00

K I just realized that the bloggy have been in a comma for don't know weeks?Haiz... Since school starts the days just got worse every now and then.Today my day just sucks a hell lot.Most of it is the training... Wah... So fed up and pissed off.Sian... I almost lose my voice.But lucky I still can talk.Never knew all this can be so stressful.Sometimes feel like giving up,but after thinking what I've done for it... Its better to stay... Bo bian lor.

2010-06-18T22:19:00.002+08:00

This blog has don't know been dead for how long.Either its I no time to blog or purely lazy.Today's the last day of AEM.Do the experiment until very fed up.Now then I realized working in a group of 4 doing experiments is so hard.I prefer the pair work so much.The presentation was ok.In the middle of my talking I don't know what happen then I started laughing for no reason.Lols... As for the test I got a 36/50.Wth... Some of them i remember already but when I was doing the paper I forgot a lot of things.Sian lor... Supposed to be collagen and elastin then I go put keratin and collagen.After passing up the paper I then remember keratin is found on the epidermis of the skin and not dermis.Haiz... K gtg.TTFN.

2010-05-13T21:46:00.002+08:00

Omg hell is finally over for me man.Whoo!Today's the last paper,Math Paper 2.Although I didn't complete it because of the stupid damn graph question and got a few questions don't know how to do,I'm already very happy that everything is over.No more sleepless nights.Hahas... XD But exams are not exactly over for me lor or should I say the Sec 3 np cadets.Lols... We still got a "exam",campcraft test.Lol. =/ Sian lor... My brain cells are still reviving and the memory of it is full.Now I just hope that my June holidays won't be so packed but guarantee de lor.Course,STC,councillor camp probably,YOG meetings.Wah can die man... K... Got to go.TTFN. =D

2010-05-07T22:07:00.002+08:00

Haiz... Its exam period and I've been messing up every paper.A Math killed almost everyone,I had a lot of fun in Physics paper.Had so much fun until more than 20 marks gone.Then forget bring protractor to draw the parellelogram thingy.Luckily Lydia lend me.Thanks. =] But in the end I also don't know how draw the thing cause no angle given.For SS,English and MT paper 1,I've also messed them up.Didn't expect the papers to be so hard.But its a different kind of case for E Math.Its quite easy but don't know how many careless mistakes I'll make.Minus here deduct there later no more marks liao.Lols... Now lets just see the rest of the papers already lor.Upcoming Chemistry,Biology,MT,Geog,omg.Lol.K good luck to everyone out there who's having their exams.TTFN. =D

2010-04-23T21:26:00.002+08:00

Finally...!Lols... I finally can have the time to study already.But its kinda late now.Today was the POP for the Sec 4s.Apparently as usual I kind of screw up almost everything.The performance was 1.It was delayed for 10 mins.Haiz... The rest was someone else's fault.Stupid sia... Argh!Our games were almost canceled after we have done almost everything.Fuck la.Think he what sia.Big arh.What the fucking hell he's doing now is just a pure act of irresponsibilty.Whatever lame excuses he came up with is all crap.I seriously had enough le.I won't help such a person with any thing.Its not worth my effort at all.After all I did for this POP,and the end results are like crap and its all because of him.What does he want exactly.Can't they just change the ... or they want a petition letter.If it really happen I will ask everyone to sign it.Can't he just put himself in our shoes or something.This kind of person should be better off gone la.But his role is a leader.But then he's a leader leading no one.No one is supporting him either.I wonder how long he will last.

2010-03-29T21:17:00.002+08:00

I feel so sad now... I learned that the word 'fair' is just only for display,nothing is fair in the world.About the posting,I don't even know I should be happy or sad for goodness sake.I wonder what are the teahcers thinking.For those who have contributed a lot for the council and didn't get in the Exco,its just... Argh... They shouldn't allow the newcomers to get into the Exco.No offence to any of the newcomers out there but this is true.Most of us have contributed for 2 years and this is the 3rd year,you all just come in this year and got the positions,even the highest rankings,when you all haven't contributed that much yet.I know everyone should have a chance but... Aiya forget it.Don't want to talk about this anymore.

2010-03-22T20:31:00.002+08:00

Say bye bye to Term 1 and my tragic March holidays and welcome Term 2 with arms wide open.Hahs... Why I say my March holidays were tragic.Well... A lot of unpleasant things had happened and I don't wish to talk about it. =D Today is the 1st day of Term 2 and its not a good start.Homework is kind of piling?New chapters that I don't understand and got a headache and also fever.Lols... So suay I know.Hahas... Then damn pissed off with something.Last minute then say tomorrow got what dry shoot thingy.Wth sia.Never say earlier.Stupid... Not first time liao idiot la.Haiz... Hope that my fever will be ok soon.I don't want to be sick liao.

2010-03-12T21:32:00.003+08:00

Its been quite long since I've blogged already?I've been so busy until no time.Anyways,CA1 is over and I got back my results which means I'm doomed.Haiz... Here are my results.

English : 57 C5
Chinese : 60 B4
A Math : 53 C6
E Math : 78 A1
Biology : 59 C5
Chemistry : 68 B3
Physics : 62 B4
Combined Humanities : 76 A1

Biology,just 1 more mark then can get B4 liao.Wtbh... Sad sia.105kg confirm say me one lor.Get C somemore.Lols... Then today's class birthday celebration so fun,but getting cream on my face and hair,hmm... Not so fun.Hahas... Still have something to rush out.Sian... But I'll do it anyways.K... Gtg.TTFN. =]

2010-02-19T20:12:00.002+08:00

Well today is cross country.Should have brought a backpack instead of a slingbag.So difficult to run with it.Ran with Rinku and Su Ning but in the end everyone went missing.Veron and Canace were walking.I was ahead of them.The stupid obstacles... Made things more harder for me.The hurdles are still ok but the stupid tunnel thing... I thought they will lay out some cardboard boxes but in the end they use the hurdles and we must crawl underneath.The ground is full of gravel so quite a number of us were injured.So stupid lor.Then when I stand up my shirt,shorts and bag is full of sand.Wth... Had a hard time cleaning up.Got a 57 as my position.Hahas... Got improve.Barry said I was fast but i don't think so.Lols... So freaking tired.K gtg now.TTFN. =]

2010-02-06T19:52:00.003+08:00

Went for the camp craft competition... Only the girl's team for gadget won.Haiz... For flagstuff the girl's team did not so good... We didn't even manage to hoist the damn thing up as it is freaking heavy.After the competition went out study.Lols... Now like so damn freaking tired and I'm still sick.Wth... For like 1 week already and CNY is coming.Great... So many goodies cannot eat again.Haiz... I still remember the past years.Being sick during CNY is so torturing.I want to get well soon... I hope so,before CNY.But now I feel like crying.Maybe I should just ignore what happened just now.Haiz... I can't believe this is happening.Wth... K I should stop now.

2010-01-28T20:12:00.002+08:00

So busy these few days... I really miss the carefree and stress-free days I have back then.Haiz... Homeworks and CCA is driving me crazy.Don't have a lot time for me to do other stuffs already.Then still fall sick.Suay lor... So many people sick nowadays.Hmm... Don't know why.Tomorrow got Geog and Chinese gong han test.Die liao la... Gong han only know format and don't know how to write out the information or whatever you all call it,cause teacher didn't teach.Great right?Hahs... I think I will just fail everything.Haiz... K... Ending of here.TTFN. =/

2010-01-23T20:30:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was CCA Fair.Wah so tired lor... Need do so much stuff.The fancy drills performance was like screwed up.Halfway suddenly no music.Wth... But we managed to complete the whole thing.Kept doing wrong steps.Stupid me... After the performance,walked around with Haziqah to distribute the whistles and invite people over to the booth.This whole week I've been damn busy.I even forget to feed the fishes but I think our hard work have paid off?Hahas... Got my rank,I've been promoted to Corporal.Yeahs...!Lol... XD K... Got to now.More next time.TTFN. =]

2010-01-16T20:49:00.002+08:00

Yes!Promotion test over.Whoo!Lols... No more stress about it.Hahs... Now I'll worry about homework.I never go camp,then how to do chinese homework.Wth... Still got Geog mindmap haven't do yet.Luckily finish Math and A Math already.If not I die man... Miss Kim and Gi so much.Don't know how they are doing.Haiz... Ok.Nothing more for today already.TTFN. =]

2010-01-15T21:06:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow promotion test.Ah... Die liao la... *sniffs* Pressure.Aiya everything just come and go quickly and I'll be happy.If not I can't take it.Standing in front of the squad,I can't imagine that.I'll get all panicky,tongue tied and etcera.Haiz... Later shout wrong thing or what.Hope everything will go smoothly tomorrow.

2010-01-13T21:24:00.002+08:00

Skipped camp.Not because I didn't want to go,its because I have been sick for more than 1 week and I dont have enough sleep.Come back from camp next day got promotion test.Like that I sure faint.Regretted a bit cause this year camp is going to be fun,the rope obstacles etcera... Haiz... Wth... Then the Math homework so hard.I do untill want go crazy.I give up on most of the questions.Don't know how to do... K whatever I heck care much for now already.Got to go.TTFN.

2010-01-06T20:48:00.002+08:00

Ok I feel so useless... After 1 hour of A Math and I still don't understand what the teacher was saying while others already understood.Haiz... Then got runny nose during Chinese.So suay lor... Didn't join the squad for the entire training as I was very sick.I even got giddy.Wth... I'm like so weak.Why can't I be like others who are physically fit.Ok whatever.Sir Zhi Qiang then send me home cause scared later I faint halfway.Thanks Sir... Lols... Tomorrow can go home at 1.15pm.So happy... K got to go.TTFN... =/

2010-01-03T20:11:00.002+08:00

1st day of school tomorrow.Omg... All the mixed feelings and those stupid questions in my head.Wtf... I'm sure my fringe will be caught.No choice... Touching the eyebrows.Bringing E Math and Bio textbooks.Actually don't know what to bring so just bring anything lor.Tomorrow still got some stupid thing like standing in front of some random class holding a card and I need to check my duties for the term.Haiz... Got to go.TTFN. =]

2010-01-02T19:31:00.002+08:00

Quarreled with someone yesterday.So much for a 'Happy New Year'.All started out with my sis.Haiz... School is reopening in 2 days.Don't know what the heck to pack.But at least must bring something... Nevermind tomorrow last minute then pack.Heck care liao la.Don't feel like worrying so much now.K... Thats all for now.TTFN. =/

2009-12-31T19:41:00.002+08:00

Whoo!Today is the last day of 2009 and let's welcome 2010!Lols... I know I'm lame.Hope that this coming year I can have good grades.Let the past be memories and make the future memorable.Hahs... School is starting in erm... 4 days?Dread the 1st day of school.Always got problems popping out from no where and my luck is... *speechless* K nevermind.New teachers,subjects and friends... Headache... Haiz... I just hope that I don't have duty on the 1st day of school.K... Ending here... Happy New Year everyone!TTFN. =D

2009-12-22T21:31:00.002+08:00

I so tired... Today's training was under the stupid sun for 4 hours.Sunburn liao... Haiz... Its going to take me months to turn fair again.Wth... Shouldn't walk by the kindergarten cause it was under renovation and a lot of dust was flying around.Then during training got runny nose... Torture lor... Tomorrow early morning still need go back school.They having the Sec 1 Registration.Hahas... All the juniors coming in.The date is 22.The year 2009 is coming to an end soon.Hmm... Wonder how year 2010 will be.Too early to say now.Hahs... Got to go.TTFN... XD

2009-12-08T18:52:00.002+08:00

I don't understand why someone can dissapoint a person for so many times.And also this person is so stupid to forgive that someone so many times.Ya,I'm the stupid one.I don't get why she's like this.She just change within such a short time,someone whom I don't even know now.Claiming that she will care for us,until now she don't even spare a single thought for us.I'm wondering if she's brainless or not.These kind of "stuff" can also keep in a child's phone.Wtf... I don't get it lor seriously.She wants to do whatever she likes I don't give a damn,but this time its like... I have nothing to say about her already.She's such a letdown.I don't think I will ever forgive her again.

2009-12-07T20:06:00.002+08:00

So tired... Hahs... Went out with Gi today to celebrate her very belated birthday.Went to eat then walked around T1,TM and CS.Then after a few hours we 2 were very bored already.Bought a MYUK pencil case finally.Lols... Gi went home and I watch "New Moon" with Kor.The movie was not bad,at least better than "Twilight".Now I'm waiting for "Eclipse" which is coming out in next year June if I'm not wrong.Thanks Kor for the popcorn.Hahas... I ate more than half of it.Should have restrain myself from eating so much.Lol... Ok... Got to go now... TTFN. =]

2009-12-05T20:23:00.002+08:00

Ok I hate the weather.Its always turning hot or cold.Can't stand it.For example now its freezing and my hands are turning to ice.Lols... I still can't believe I swallowed a fish bone yesterday.Luckily its a small one... Its painful lor,when it pricked my throat.But I'm ok now i think?Nothing happened to me,just only wake up in the middle of the night having stomache.Lols... I think I should be fine by tomorrow... =] TTFN.

2009-12-01T20:35:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Gi! =D

Hahas... My another beloved friend who has gone through thick and thin with me. =] Sweet,kind and thoughtful.May be a little weird sometimes(she calls it unique =}),but very lovable.We shared happy memories and also weals and woes.But our friendship never kind of changes.Gi,best wishes to you and also last long with your,you know.Hahs... K... Nothing much liao.TTFN. XD

2009-11-30T19:39:00.010+08:00

Came back a bit late from my father's house yesterday so didn't blog about the dinner on Saturday.It was in a hotel at Ochard Road.For me the starting was a bit boring.All the talking and stuffs.After the talking it was more entertaining.People getting sabo-ed up the stage and there were some joking around or drinking.Some parts were funny like some got sabo to dance.For example a guy went up the stage and danced,he even do the split.Then the emcee told him not to do splits cause later become banana split.Lols... My father was joking around with his colleagues and I was laughing.Took some pictures...

He's playing some games in his phone.

My father posing a picture for me.Lols...

Drank some of this.Hahas... =}

Me and my stepmummy. =]

Hahas... Its the last round of some game thing and my father was waving 2 napkins in the air,1 in each hand.Other tables have people standing on the chair and waving napkins.Almost everyone was hyper.Went home sitting the MRT.Lol... The light decorations are very pretty and its blue.Hahs...

Blue... XD

If I'm not wrong its supposed to be purple.Maybe my eyes got some problem.I was so tired but when I want to sleep cannot sleep.There's cat meowing,motorbikes,cars and lorries.So the next day I was very sleepy.Brought home a fighting fish.Hahas... Its blue and red in colour.The 2 younger ones took 2.Today Gi called and looks like she hav a great time at Malaysia.Hahs... Got irritated by Vanessa the whole day.Sian... Don't know why my sis can't be more femine.Lols.K... Got to go.TTFN.

2009-11-27T19:23:00.002+08:00

I'm so damn freaking pissed off with this somebody.Thinking that I'm a fool or something.I admit that I get tricked easily,but I'm certainly ot a fool.Wait... I am.A fool for giving this someone a chance thinking that he will change.In the end still the same,the same old fucking idiotic bastard.Haiz... Luckily tomorrow I'll be escaping this hell.But speaking of tomorrow,also sian lor.My father will be bringing me for some dinner thing then go his house sleep for the night.Then his house the kitchen infested with "xiao qiangs"(cockroaches).Some will be flying around.Omg... Die liao la.I don't even think I can sleep.Lols... With those things around its not going to help me to sleep.No choice... K,got to go.TTFN...

2009-11-25T19:23:00.002+08:00

Feeling so tired as always... Don't know why.But 1 reason is not enough sleep.I'm still wonderinig why I can't get to sleep and get up early in the morning.Read finish 'The Time Traveler's Wife'.So sad sia... Lols.Finally I can go get a copy of 'Tempted'.Hahas... Gi is going to KL tomorrow.So Bon Voyage!I'll miss you and your calls.Hahs... Kim is coming back today.Forget what time she coming back already.Like Gi said,I have a goldfish memory.Hmm... Maybe store too much unhappy memories?Hahas... Who knows.XD K... Got to go.TTFN... =]

2009-11-24T20:53:00.002+08:00

So tired... I'm still sick.Wth... Got flu for so long le.But I think going to recover soon already... Kim is going to come back to Singapore tomorrow and Gi is going to KL on Thursday.They get to go overseas.So good... Anyways 'New Moon' is coming next month.Yeah!Hahas... XD 'Twilight' was released on December last year.Its like a lot of us have waited for about 1 year?Lols... But 'Eclipse' is coming next year in June,Singapore is always slower so I guess its around July.Don't need wait so long,so happy.Hahs... Actually 'New Moon' was already released in the US,but nevermind.I haven't finish reading 'The Time Traveler's Wife' so didn't buy 'Tempted' yet.Readed the 1st chapter on the website itself and its quite nice.Going to finish 'The Time Traveler's Wife' soon.The story is so sad... I can't believe I actually cried while reading it.Lols... K,got to go.TTFN... =]

2009-11-22T20:34:00.002+08:00

Haiz... I'm still sick.It looks like the flu won't go away.I also kind of regretted packing my stuff cause there's alot of dust and erm... you know.I can't stand it already la.Then these few days the weather so cold... Rain so much also.My feet like becoming ice for like almost everyday?Wth... K... Nothing much actually... So TTFN.

2009-11-19T21:32:00.002+08:00

Haiz... I was going to recover.Then I skin itchy go pack my stuff and got so much dust.My allergy act up and I start to sneeze again.Wth... Something happened and make me very moody now.Its like I am trying to forget about something after a few years and I suceed.But unfortunately I have to wait for another few years to forget it.Its just triggers back those memories... I was so happy,thinking that everything is just so perfect,then suddenly everything is gone.Like a dream... Shattered... It just brings back pain... Haiz... I just feel so confused now.Don't feel like continuing anymore.If not I will break down.

2009-11-18T20:32:00.002+08:00

Shouldn't have went for training today.Woke up in the morning and my flu was gone,but my sorethroat is still there.So thinking that its ok,I just went for training lor.Who knows the moment I reached there my allergy act up due to the construction.So many dust... After a while during drills I'm suddenly giddy.Then for the rest of the training I just sat aside and do nothing.I'm like so tired then I tried to sleep but cannot sleep.Pathetic... Then the worst thing is that it was raining and got thunder.Wth... When going home still raining.Suay lor,no umbrella.Have to walk home in the rain.So tired but couldn't sleep or anything.Haiz... Hope I will get well by weekend.K got to go.TTFN...

2009-11-17T20:33:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to me!Hahas... I know I'm lame.Lols... Anyways,a big thank you to all of you who wished me a happy birthday.Thank you guys!Hahs... XD Haiz... But today also quite suay.Got sick already.Maybe shouldn't walked in the rain then went straight into the shopping centre or my brother passed it to me de?Haiz... Flu nevermind,sorethroat also.Arghs... Then this weekend going to eat and swim somemore.Maybe don't need already lor.Then my Father can save up the money.But too bad la.I'm still going to eat anyways.Sushi,no harm done.At most I can eat up to 14 plates?So long no eat le.Hahas... Tomorrow still got np training.Haiz... K... Got to go.TTFN. =]

2009-11-16T20:20:00.002+08:00

Yeah!Went out with Kim and Gi today.Hahs... Both of them celebrate with me my birthday.I know its 1 day early but because both of them can't make it on the actual day which is tomorrow.Lols... Ok... Thank you Kim,Gi and Kor for your presents.Hahas... Kim,Gi and I went to a few places today.T1,TM,Ion Orchard,EHub then went back Tampines again.Went T1 bought Gi her present.Meet Kim then go TM since Gi was hungry.Take MRT all the way to Ion Orchard.The stuff down there very nice but damn expensive.Ate doughnuts for lunch... There also got a very tall escalator.Lol... Both of them wanted to go to EHub so just went there.Walked around then go arcade.After Kim played a game got tickets then she go change it for a bottle of bubble mixture.We then go to the top floor and they started to blow bubbles.Hahs... Kim went home 1st and Gi and I went back to Tampines cause treating my Kor Mac since he taught me Math and got improve.Lols... Today very fun.Hahas... Wish that next year will be the same again.Lols... TTFN. =]

2009-11-14T16:19:00.002+08:00

Haiz... The situation of my computer is worsening.I don't know what to do le lor.Now just sit and wait for the software thingy.I felt like an idiot... So suay also... I think there is really a need to just reformat everything.If not I think the whole system may just crash like any minute?I think it may cause the situation is really bad.Aiya heck care le la.If the system want crash then crash la.Lols...

2009-11-13T19:30:00.002+08:00

I won't be blogging for a few days or so due to computer problems?But lets just see the situation 1st.Went back to school to get back my streaming results.I got into 305!Hahas... I'm just so happy... Lol... I'm so going to work hard.Sometimes the things you hoped for really do come true if you put effort in it.Or maybe sometimes it just comes by luck... Hmm... This time round I don't know its effort or pure luck.But I don't give a damn.Hahs... K... Got to go now.This computer is nuts and needs to be reformat maybe?But most probably it needs to be reformat.TTFN. =]

2009-11-11T20:20:00.002+08:00

Yeah...!6 more days to my birthday!Hahas... XD So happy... Can go out with Kim and Gi le.Grandfather finally said yes.Lols... Going on Monday cause both of them can't make it on the actual day.The location I still don't know yet but I think we will decide it soon... Hahs... This Friday is the release of the streaming results... Everyone is saying that taking Thriple Science is very stressful and its difficult too.Now after hearing so much of this,I don't know if I can survive or not... What if things gets difficult and I can't cope?Will I really get stressed out?Haiz... I really don't know lor... But I do hope to get Thriple Science,I want to try.Since I like Science so much,why not.I've been aiming for this since the beginning of the year.If I'm really in,I will really work extra hard for this.Hahas... Ok... TTFN. =]

2009-11-09T19:21:00.002+08:00

Came back from camp yesterday!Oks... Lets start from the 1st day.

1st Day

It was very damn boring... Nothing much actually.Met a lot of new people like Hui Ting,Yi Ting and so on.I didn't expect having new friends so quickly.The place was full of mosquitos... When it comes to pitching the tent,only 1 of us know how.Felt a bit useless... I was kind of freaked out by how big the lizards there are.And sleeping in the tent was kind of horrible.Can't sleep that well at all.

2nd Day

Woke up very early... Feel very sleepy.The PT was hell.I can't stand it.But manage to complete it anyways.Orienteering was tiring and boring.I'm not good with compasses and maps so don't care much.Then got biten by a lot of mosquitos... The low ropes are fun.But the place is full of mosquitos also.Irritating... Play the cannon thing... Was about to go down the maze when the time was up.I was so relieved as I was freaked out and about to cry.Lol... Kayaking was very fun!Hahas... Keep having stomache... Sian lor... 1 point of time pain until can't stand.Lol... The campfire was kind of fun too... When all of us want to sleep suddenly got something fly into the tent.Everyone scream.Lols...

3rd Day

We were almost late.I woke up 1st I think cause I heard the other tent was infested with ants and there were talkings.The PT games were ok... Almost slip and fell.Actually for the entire camp I almost trip and fell 10+ times?Hahs... Got area cleaning also.After that finally can go home.When taking the bus halfway suddenly it breaks down.Lol... Ok.Got to go now.I'll update more next time. =]

2009-11-05T21:55:00.001+08:00

Going Pulau Ubin for ATC tomorrow.Sian... Will update you all when I come back from camp.TTFN... =]

2009-11-03T20:06:00.002+08:00

Went for The Mount Faber Hike today.Now I think my legs are going to break.Lol... All of us need to walk for quite a long distance.Lucky no mosquito bites.Hahs... The most scariest was actually crossing one long trail.Its very high above ground and everything is made of metal.Although the scenery is beautiful,but I was a bit freaked out by the height.I know I'm useless.Hahas... Finally the sand I collected from Sentosa is dry.Yeahs!Hahs... Waited for like a few days for it to dry.Actually not very dry but its ok. =] Then tomorrow still got np training.Sian la... Don't feel like going,but still must go.Haiz... Atc is coming in 3 days I think?That one I sure suffer until... Aiya sure die one la.Don't need say one lor.The holidays also got like quite a lot of things to do.No choice...

2009-11-02T19:44:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow going to the Mount Faber Hike.So sian... Mosquitos... Hate them.I don't even feel like going lor.But no choice.Haiz... My legs are still aching from the Sentosa trip.If tomorrow still need to walk for a long distance somemore arh,I think my legs will break.Hahas... My nose still itch.Don't know when will get well soon... Update you all peeps tomorrow.TTFN. =]

2009-11-01T21:45:00.002+08:00

Haiz... I hate getting sunburned.So itchy but scratch already very pain... T.T Turn black liao... I don't want to get sunburn again.I want to be fair.Lol.Started sneezing in the morning,catch a cold already.Sian la... Tuesday got Mount Faber hike.Don't feel like going lor... Still got ATC.Aiya heck care everything le la.Hmm... TTFN. =]

2009-10-31T20:17:00.012+08:00

Went to Sentosa with the rest of the councillors today.Have so much fun,but didn't enjoy some parts of it.Apparently we run all over Sentosa because it is the Amazing Race.Got sunburned.Oh well... Yin Ning and I were the group leaders for the day.But Yin Ning did most of the work.Hahs... Got so tired also.But that didn't stop me from anything.Anyways,here are some pictures. =]

Me and Yin Ning,wet.

Jun Yi reading the map.

After some time,the paper became like this.

Iylia,Azmi and Hafiz.

Yin Ning,Iszuan and Farhan.

The picture is erm... not very perfect.

Azmi,Iszuan,Iylia,Hafiz,Farhan and me.Hahas...

My group didn't complete the whole Amazing Race just because we were delayed for a while and cannot find the damn freaking last station.Wth... Got pissed off but in the end ended up at the sea playing with these few peeps.Got very hungry and a bit giddy.Then in the bus on the way home,it started raining heavily and got a lot of lightning and thunder.Got scared by the lightning and thunder a few times.When walking home I screamed a few times and felt like an idiot.Lol... Ok... Thats all for today. =D

2009-10-30T21:48:00.003+08:00

Yeah...!I got back my results.I'm so happy.Here they are...

English: 61 (B4)
Chinese: 62 (B4)
Math: 59 (C5)
Science: 73 (A2)
Geography: 72 (A2)
History: 72 (A2)
Literature: 51 (C6)
DnT: 67 (B3)
Art: 68 (B3)
Home Economics: 85 (A1)
IPW: 73 (A2)
Class position: 14/38
Level position: 27/193

Hahs... I'm so over the moon.I've never expected this.I thought I can't make it to 305.Seems like this time round can le.Hmm... Going Sentosa tomorrow.Kena as group leader.Sian... Updating tomorrow.Hopefully there will be pictures.Hasta la vista... =D

2009-10-29T20:53:00.002+08:00

Went for the Battlefield Tour today!Hahs... The 2 places the class visited are the Old Ford Factory and the Kranji War Memorial Park.I've never seen so many tombs in my whole life before.Lol... Its actually a bit creepy.We were also given an orchid each to place it on a tomb.The Old Ford Factory have nothing much actually.Just se video and walk around see pictures.Some pictures are quite gruesome.Lol... Then went T1 with Rinku to buy some glass bottles.I'm so going to collect some sand this Saturday.Hahas... Hmm... TTFN. =]

2009-10-28T20:32:00.002+08:00

Went to Sentosa with the class today.Saw the Universal Studio.The place is very big and nice too.Hahs... Too bad my USB cable got problem.If not can post some pictures.When walking to the Palawan beach,we were all just jaywalking.Lol... Then saw a peacock.So pretty... The beach is pretty.Canace,Veron and still got some of us were playing at a fountain for a while.Not all of us were wet actually.After I dissapear and came back to search for them,they were at 7-11.In the end I spend much money on food.Wth... Then play volleyball.Luckily this time round no accidents.But Canace seems to have some.Hahas... Got sunburn,sad.The weather too sunny liao.My legs ache also.Wanted to collect some sand but didn't have anything with me to store it.Going to buy some glass bottles tomorrow for Saturday as I will also be going to Sentosa again.Hahs... Heard Canace saying tomorrow going the Kranji Memorial Park or something like that.Lol... Update tomorrow.TTFN. =]

2009-10-26T19:22:00.002+08:00

OMG I passed History!Hahas... Never expected it as I didn't revised much and got a 76.So happy... But still worried that I can't enter the 1st class.So much competition going around.Then got what Streaming thing tomorrow.Don't know talk about what subject stuff or etc. .Aiya heck care la.I will sure be half asleep.There will be a class chalet on 11th of Nov.Don't know if I should go or not.See 1st ba.Hahs... Holidays should be in 4 days time.Yeah!But sure very sian one lor... Hmm... Nothing to say le.I'll try to update tomorrow.TTFN... =]

2009-10-25T20:37:00.002+08:00

Haiz... So sian.Tomorrow got school.Can't wait for either Wednesday or Thursday.Post exams activities... May be going to Sentosa.Hahs... Its been years since I've been there.Then Friday is PTC.For me,Dooms Day.Hahas... Lets just hope that I am among the top 40,then I will be jumping for joy liao.This time round also maybe can't get money liao.Sad... No la.It isn't about the money la.Its more about my future.If I can't get Thriple Science I think I don't what to do liao,will be very lost.Lol... Lets see how till then.TTFN... =]

2009-10-24T19:57:00.002+08:00

Today is 姐姐's birthday.Whoo!Happy Birthday!Hahs... We got a chocolate cake for her,a heart shape.There were 4 slices of white chocolate sticking on top of the cake and I ate them all.Hahas... XD I also ate 2 slices of cake.Lols... I know I have a big appetite.Getting back my History marks on Monday.I really don't give a damn already.If I really flunk it I don't care liao,fail by all means.I'm so sick and tired of this.I don't care about the results anymore.I wash my hands off everything liao.

2009-10-23T20:20:00.002+08:00

Haiz... I feel so useless.Got back 3 results already.As if I haven't had enough of it yet.Flunked my Lit,47/100.Chinese Paper 2 got 56/100 which is not my usual standard.Math overall 66/100,got improve actually.All my results so average,some even dropped.I really hopeless le.No cure liao... Now left History.I don't want to know the results already,sure fail one.I am also not looking forward to recieving my Report Book back.Just makes me feels worse.

2009-10-22T17:46:00.002+08:00

So sad now... Got back my English results today.A 56/100,I want cry already.Actually its 55,then added 1 more mark for the summary.I can't believe I got 15 for the Compo,must be write out of point,if not won't get so low,maybe grammar errors also.The grammar errors in my Report Writing cause me to lose some marks also.Totally ruined my chance for getting a B3 for overall marks.I'm starting to think that I won't get into the thriple Science class anymore.Now I really want to cry.Shouldn't think of this anymore.Looking forward to my other results.Tomorrow will be Math and Chinese,so nervous... If I also didn't do well,I might just bang the wall.Haiz... TTFN...

2009-10-20T20:25:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED FATHER!

Lol... Today is my father's birthday.I know I'm lame... But to me,he is the best father.Hahas... He jokes,craps and play with us children.When its time to get serious,he will be very strict and scary.Though whatever he do I won't hate him,except someone... Ok... So happy 36th birthday 105kg! =D

The exams are over.Yeah!Finally can play all day,actually not all day.Still got a lot of stuffs going on,CCA and etc. .Haiz... Sian.At least can get away from home,don't need to face my bro everyday.Facing each other everyday will end up arguing,quarelling,scolding each other and at worst,fighting.Wonder why some siblings can get along with each other so well.Haiz... So bored.Nothing much for today.TTFN. =]

2009-10-11T20:09:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IRREPLACEBLE!

Today's post is dedicated to Kimberly!She's gone through thick and thin with me and Gi.Always there for me when I needed help.Always creating fun for us.We are like sisters and our bond is strong.8 years of friendship and still counting.Staying strong as always and stay happy Kim! =]

Tomorrow is English Paper 2 and MT Paper 2.Quite nervous actually... Don't know it will be difficult or not.Haiz... I felt very dissapointed with someone.She claims that she care for me and etc. .But actually that are just words.There's no actions.Just asked her buy some food for me.In the end after some things she only bought the other 2 shares.Then say I useless,stupid,so on... Say I buy present for my Father but no buy for her.What for I buy for her.Say I useless,she even more useless.Haiz... Blood boiling liao.Better not continue already.

2009-10-09T20:32:00.002+08:00

Today's the 1st day of exam.Sat for English Paper 1 and MT Paper 1.The report writing for English is so-so.As for the Compo,there were 5 questions and 3 of them were extra.I was actually afraid to write out of point for the 1st time.Don't know whats the meaning of 'humbled' but attempted that very topic.In the end I didn't write out of point.Luckily... Chinese was quite easy.There's one topic from the letter writing that I'm familiar with and one of the topic from the Compo was easy too.This coming Tuesday is Math.I'm so scared.I'm afraid I can't do well enough.Haiz... I have a feeling this round isn't going to be easy.

2009-10-08T20:03:00.002+08:00

Oh my god!Tomorrow is the starting of EOY.Still revising for Math.Goingto freak out soon.Anyways,I felt like a idiot back at school today.I screamed a few times for some stupid minor things.It was raining heavily during DnT period and suddenly there was a loud clap of thunder.I wasn't prepared for it so I kind of screamed softly.The 2nd one was when the others and I were walking back to class.Saw a bright flash followed quickly by a loud boom.This time round there were some people screaming with me then everyone laughed.Next was the moth.It's inside Erfan's bag and he was standing beside me.Then someone say got moth and I sprang from my seat screaming.Lol... Lame right?Hahs... Then stupid Pear go shove the bag towards me and I screamed again.Haiz... Got to revise.TTFN! =]

2009-10-03T20:18:00.002+08:00

Happy Mid - Autumn Festival Everyone! =]

Ok... Lets talk about mooncakes.Lol... Just ate some today.Some were delicious,the ones my father bought.The rest were so-so.I still remember the ones my Mum made.Not bad actually... Just too many nut flakes or don't know what they call it and the skin is a bit too thin.I know I'm a very fussy eater.But somehow my Mum keep using me as a guinea pig.Whatever I say ok then she will start selling it.Lol... Just came back from a BBQ not long ago.Wanted to play with the candles but Fatso took all of it.Wth... Then stay there like an idiot.Ate 3 prawns,some bee hoon,some sausages,jelly and a packet of green tea.I know I eat a lot.I want to see the moon as they say it will be very pretty.But then keep raining and until now I still can't see the god damn moon.Clouds go away... Lol... Should end here now.TTFN. =D

2009-09-30T21:02:00.002+08:00

Today was quite a boring day.IPW just sucks.I don't even dare to look at the class.Edmund don't do a lot of stuff.Then the teachers were asking questions.No one said anything so I answered most of them.I just kept on stammering and finding the words to say.After the presentation,went back and sit.Veron and Canace says that the teachers don't kind of looked happy,maybe we will get around 60+.Veron said my legs were shaing a bit,but I didn't notice it.Haiz... So sian... Die also nevermind.Looked at SA1's History marks.I passed!But not good enough.Poor Veron... Work harder... Then don't know when I got another cut.Suay... Counting down to exams in 9 days. =]

2009-09-29T20:50:00.002+08:00

Well... Today is quite bad.Was playing badminton during P.E. lesson.Wanted to rest for a while at the porch so walked with Rinku there.Shen Li was playing football so walked near the fence.The fences got this metal points sticking out.The way ia also a bit squeezy so 1 of the metal points brushed my hand and at 1st I thought it was nothing.Then I felt something wet so when I look at my hand,I saw blood.Wth... Clean the wound,but after a while,blood flow out again and I can feel the pain.Suay lor... Another scar... Just now watch Fann Wong and Christopher Lee's wedding.Omg... So extravagant and romantic.Lol... There were chandeliers with flowers everywhere,so many people and tables.The dress was decorated with a lot of gemstones,topaz if I'm not wrong,and diamonds.Omg... Hahs... Friday got Math quiz.Sian... Don't care liao la.Guess I'll just revise either tomorrow or Thursday.

2009-09-26T20:08:00.002+08:00

Yesterday got theory test for promotion(CPL).I was like thinking,"Shit...!Die liao la...".Lol... The last question of Section C was quite hard.Need write lyrics of the songs.I forget already so I only wrote the tittles.There are 13 parts of a gun.I wrote 10.For translation,I wrote crap.Wth... During PT,forced myself to run.Kah Ngee was saying that I looked very pale and I kept saying I was ok.Don't feel like falling out,might as well jus complete it anyways.Then a lot of scoldings and so on... Went home... Ok,nothing much to say liao...

2009-09-19T22:10:00.002+08:00

Oks... I don't know what is happening to me.I feel so vexed,so annoyed,so... I also don't what I'm vexed at.I don't know a lot of things.Its not stress or pressure.I just don't know.I feel uncertain about a lot of things.Sometimes I find myself doing things aimlessly,don't even know what the heck I'm doing.I really want to scream out loud,want to shout.Haiz... Got to go now.

2009-09-16T18:47:00.002+08:00

Azmi,wish you to recover soon. =]

Poor guy.Fractured his leg this morning.Carissa told me that somehow he got pushed to a wall and the impact cause the fracture and the bone was protruding out.Erm... Ew?Oks... Nevermind then.Today is the second time I went up the podium.Its not as bad as the 1st dayBut still after the thing my legs kind of tremble.I know I'm very useless.Anyways... There will be a History essay tomorrow.Heck care about it... Now I prefer working on Math instead.Exams are near the corner.Cannot slack now.Haiz... Nothing much for today either.TTFN. =}

2009-09-15T21:43:00.002+08:00

Today is my 1st time stand in front of the whole school and do my duty as a Parade Commander.Looking at the crowd makes me feel very weak.Tried my best to overcome my stupid stagefright.All the eyes looking at you,I can tell you that being up there is seriously very scary.Spotted Dalilah at somewhere at the back and kind of look at her while saying the pledge to overcome my fear.Got quite a few people say I did quite good,its just that I'm softer during the pledge.After the thing I quickly drag Yin Ning to find somewhere to sit.She then tell me my legs are trembling.Lol... Don't even have the strength to stand for a while.Started a new chapter on Science.IPW is half completed and the deadline is next week,or maybe tomorrow.Haiz... Headache.Got to go.TTFN. XD

2009-08-31T20:25:00.002+08:00

Today is the Teacher's Day Celebration.Went to sch at around 6.40am+.Help blow the balloons and later paste it on the walls.The concert is nice and it was fun.I was running everywhere for fun.Hahs... XD Went back to class for a while.Mr Kiong find it quite dissapointing as the class didn't have any parties or whatsoever.I find it kind of pathetic la.Poor Mr Kiong.Lol... Gi was getting fed up tried my best to rush to TNPS.Went back with Yun Hui.Pathetic lor this year... So little but 1 by 1 then come la.After a while Jun Yi come.Saw Fatso at the canteen.Hahs... Saw a lot of people,a lot of them changed.Choon Chia grown taller,Raymond become very skinny and very tall also.Lol... After that went to T1 and TM with Gi.I was like so sian.Almost got pushed into the Male's toilet by Gi.I was kind of pissed off,but after a while I'm fine.Got kind of drag into this shop.After a while I came out 'cause I don't like what they are selling inside.Hmm... Nothing much liao.TTFN... =]

2009-08-25T21:42:00.002+08:00

HAPPY B"DAY TO XIN LING!!!Thank you for being my BFF from Nursery till now and still going on steadily. =]

Very tired... Don't know why.This few days can't sleep well.Think I can pass the Statistics test. XD Stay back for some councillor thing.In the end is ask us do banner.Must draw out the letters then cut them out.Since they use styrofoam board so the Play Area is like "snowing".Help to draw,cut,sweep the floor and paste things.Stupid lor... Going to sweep finish already then someone still go make more "snow". Then everybody start making "snow"."Good" lor... I the end with the help of Dilys Bestie and Mun Ee,we manage to clean the area but its not exactly very clean.Got a nasty blister on my finger and it hurts.Carissa was taking photos.Lol... It was very tiring la.Haiz... Got to go.TTFN. XD

2009-08-20T21:39:00.002+08:00

Revised my Science.Managed to memorise some important things.The teachers are going to key in the results if I'm not wrong.Sian... Math sure just pass only lor.Almost all the common test just pass only.English was not bad.Planning to get 15 and above for tomorrow's Science test.If not I will cry.Just kidding la.So long...

2009-08-19T21:33:00.002+08:00

Vanessa come to stay today.It was absolute chaos.Don't know what my mother doing.When Vanessa having test and exams also don't know.I say it straight in the face and she keep quiet.Then Pri 1 fail already.Wonder what will happen to her.Poor thing... 105kg came to change the ram and now my computer don't lag until 5mins anymore.Woots!Verene was being very naughty.She wanted me to carry her around so she keep crying whenever I put her down.The Sphere test was ok but the time is too short,10 mins.Spend too much time on the 1st question then chiong the last question.In the end wrote the wrong formula.Ahhhhhhhh!Feel like crying.Went to retest for my Mensuration test.Rinku said I got the 1st 3 questions correct.Yay!I failed almost all my common test and retest so I don't expect much but this Friday's Science test must pass with flying colours.Mr Tang started on Statistics.Everything seems easy except the mean,mode and median.Revising at McDonald's.Wish me the best of luck. XD

2009-08-18T20:21:00.002+08:00

Hmm... Got a quiz on Spheres tomorrow.Still haven't figure out the one with the cone and a hemisphere joined together.Chinese test also tomorrow.Wth... Sigh... Tried to bond the 5 of us toghether.In the end still fail because of personalities.Having sleepless nights again.The dark circles around my eyes have worsen.Sad... 105kg called in the afternoon and say he will come at Thursday to repair my computer or something.No more laggy computer.Woots!Been waiting since June.Yeahs... XD TTFN.

2009-08-16T21:00:00.002+08:00

Hmm... Been eating a lot lately.Hahs... The Drill Comp. was well... Nevermind.Been getting a lot of F's for my Math common tests.Sure die one lor.Already forgot the chapters that Mr Tan tought for the 1st half of the year.What Gi,Veron and Canace teach have gone down the drain because of my memory.Wth... Got a lot of stuff to do.Then the stupid computer lag lag lag.Wtf... Haven't change the IPW's blog the blogskin,haven't prepare for the History essay writing test,for my type of memory,sure need more days than other people.Sigh... No choice.

2009-08-10T20:53:00.002+08:00

Hahs... Changed blogskin.Now just need Gi to help me change the cursor and some minute details.Get to relax for like 2 days,Friday and Sunday.Went to Bugis Street yesterday.Almost half of the 1st floor is renovated.Went up the escalator and wanted to take 1 step up but almost fell down.I thought its I lost my balance,but after 2 seconds I realised that the escalator suddenly stopped.It was quite scary.For the next erm... 4 days got Drill Comp. training then this Saturday is the real thing.Sigh... Busy.Thursday got History test.SBQ questions sucks.So freaking tired... XD

2009-08-03T20:42:00.002+08:00

Busy busy busy!I wonder how long this will last.So many things cropping up and no time to do what I want.So many things to think of,studies,friends and so on.Speaking of friends,I realised that there were 2 of them that make me pissed off somtimes during this month?Tolerance is such a great thing.Looking at their good points instead of their bad points.Life will be so much easier.Exams are coming,NPCC Drill Comp is also coming.Can't cope... My Math is bullshit la for goodness sake.No time to revise no nothing.I seriously need a holiday if not I will collaspse and Veron,for goodness sake I don't look cute when I collaspse.Sigh... Until now I still don't know what I'm saying.No mood.

2009-06-28T21:10:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went to Pasir Ris Park for some BBQ thing.I was lucky that I didn't fell right smack on my butt.Thanks arh 105kg.But Fatso is in a worser plight than me.He fell so many times and got injured.Today went to watched Transformers:Revenge of The Fallen.Its an awesome movie.Must watch,so as Ice Age 3 and Harry Potter:The Half-blooded Prince.Here's a quiz from Dilys Bestie's blog,since nothing to blog about.

1.Real Name : Vivian.
2. Nickname(s) : Vi and Vian.
3. Star signs : Scorpio.
4. Male or female : Female la.
5. Primary School : Tampines North Primary School.
6. Secondary School : East View Secondary School.
7. JC/Poly : JC can't make it,maybe Poly.But now I don't know yet.
8. Hair Colour : Black,brown and white(wth).
9. Long or Short : I think long.
10. Loud or quiet : Quiet.
11. Sweats or Jeans : Jeans.
12. Phone or Camera : Phone.
13. Health freak : Don't think so.
14. Drink or smoke : I already swear I'll never smoke.Drink?Now nope.Future?Don't know.
15. Do you have a crush on someone? Sadly,yes.
16. Eat or Drink : Both,but now I'm on diet.
17. Piercings : 2
18. Tattoos : Nope.
HAVE YOU EVER?19. In an airplane : Yes.
20. Been in a relationship : Yes,but break already and I didn't treat it seriously.So I still don't have my 1st love.
21. Been in a car accident : Nope,but I saw lots of it.
22. Been in a fist fight : With Fatso,we even use legs.
23. First piercing : Yes.
24. First best friend : Yup.
25. First award : Yup.
26. First crush : Primary 5.
27. First vacation : When I was 3.Does that count?
LASTS :28. Last person you talked to : Gi. =]
29. Last person you texted : No one.
Last person you watched a movie with : 105kg,Stepmummy,Fatso and Vanessa.Erm... Thats not 1. =}
31. Last food you ate : Ipoh Hor Fun?
32. Last movie you watched : Transformers:Revenge of The Fallen.
33. Last song you listened to : Knock you down - Keri Hilson Ft. Kanye West and Ne-yo.
34. Last thing you bought : I have no idea.XD
35. Last person you hugged : Stepmummy. =]
FAVOURITES :36. Food : Chocolate.
37. Drinks : Iced Green Tea. =}
38. Clothing : I wear whatevers is in now. =D
39. Books : The Twilight Saga and A House of Night Novels.
40. Song : Got a lot leh.
41. Flower : Not very sure.But I do like blue tulips. =}
42. Colours : ALL SHADES OF BLUE,white,black,grey.
Movies : I have absolutely no idea.
44. Phrase : Oh Shit and wth.
45. Subjects : SCIENCE,art and home economics. <3
In 2008 , [x] means yes .
46. [] Kissed in the snow
47. [] Celebrated Halloween
48. [] Had your heart broken
49. [x] When over the minutes in cell phone
50. [] Someone questioned your sexual orientation
51. [] Came out of the closet
52. [] Gotten pregnant
53. [] Had an abortion
54. [x]Done something you've regretted
55. [] Broke a promise
56. [x] Hid a secret
57. [x] Pretended to be happy
58. [] Met someone who changed your life
59. [] Pretended to be sick
60. [] Left the country
61. [x] Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
62. [x] Cried over silliest things
63. [] Run a mile
64. [] When to the beach with your best friend(s)
65. [x] Stay single the whole year
CURRENTLY:
66. Eating : Nutella spread. XD
67. Drinking : Cold water.
68. I'm about to : Sleep.
69. Listening to : The sound of the TV and songs.
70. Plans for tomorrow : Try to get all the Math stuff I know in my brain.
71. Waiting for : Next outing with the VKG clique.
YOUR FUTURE
72. Want kids : Yes,1 boy and 1 girl. =]
73. Want to get married : Yes. =D
74. Careers in mind : I don't know.Can someone help me?
WHICH IS BETTER WITH GUY/GIRL
75. Lips or eyes : Eyes.
76. Shorter or Taller : Taller.
77. Romantic or Spontaneous : Romantic.
78. Nice stomach or Nice arms : Erm... Nice arms?
79. Sensitive or Loud : Neither of them.
80. Hook-up or Relationship : Relationship.
81. Trouble maker or Hesitant : Neither.
82. Lost glasses/contacts : I don't know.
83. Ran away from home : Never.
84. Hold a gun/knife for self-defense : Maybe will.*ahem* you watch out if you dare to did anything to Mei. :D
85. Killed somebody : NEVER.
86. Broken someone's heart : Yes,and not just 1 person.
87. Been arrested : No.
88. Cried when someone died : Yes.Does who don't are heartless.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN :
89. Yourself : A bit.
90. Miracles : Yes.
91. Love at first sight : Yes.
92. Heaven : Think so.
93. Santa Claus : Nope.
94. Sex on the first date : Erm... ew... no.
95. Kiss on the first date : Maybe?
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
96. Is there one person you want to be with right now? I don't know.
97. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? Yes.
98. Do you believe in god? Er... I don't know.
NOW TAG 10 PEOPLE TO DO THIS :1. Kimberly Irreplaceable.
2. Gillian Lovable.
3. Xing Ling BFF.
4. Jacy Stead
5. Carissa Jie.
6. Kah Ngee.
7. Anyone.
8.
9.
10.

2009-06-23T12:19:00.002+08:00

Took this quiz from Gi's bloggy.Since I have nothing to blog about now.Its quite a long quiz.

STEP ONE:
Spell your name with songs.

V:-
I:I'll be loving you long time-Mariah Carey
V:-
I:I'm with you-Avril Lavigne
A:Alive-Natalie Bassingthwaighte
N:Never Again-Kelly Clarkson

STEP TWO:
» Name: Vivian
» Birth date: 17/11
» Nickname: Vi , Vian
» Eye Color: Brownish black?
» Hair Color: Black,brown and white(which I'm not happy of).
» Zodiac Sign: Pig *oinkoink*

STEP THREE:
» The shoes you wore today: Slippers
» Your weaknesses: Friendships,Relationships and I dunno already.
» Your fear(s): Losing my loved ones.
» Your perfect pizza: Hawaiian? =}
» Goal you'd like to achieve: Do better in Math and excel in Science.(the math part is mission impossible)

STEP FOUR:
» Your best physical feature: I don't know. Smile?
» Your bedtime: In my room at 10pm everyday,except Saturdays. =]
» Most missed memory: When I was young,with no worries at all.

STEP FIVE:
This Or That:
» Pepsi or Coke? Both are fine to me.
» McDonalds or Burger King? McDonalds
» Adidas or Nike? Erm... I'm not that into sports brand.Anything will do. =)
» Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea? Hmm... Lipton?
» Chocolate or Vanilla? I'm a chocoholic.What do you think?
» Cappuccino or coffee? Both are the same.Only cappuccino

STEP SIX:
Do You:
» Smoke: No and never!
» Curse: Yup I do curse.
» Sing: Any random songs that pop out in my head. =}
» Dance: I don't know how to dance. =(
» Take a shower everyday: Of course...
» Have a crush: I don't know.
» Do you think you've been in love?: Nope.
» Want to go to college: Temasek Polytechnic or TPJC(see if I can make it,mostly can't).
» Like(s) high school: S'pore don't have High School.
» Want to get married: Yes.
» Get motion sickness: On bus,car,taxi and maybe boat?
» Think you're attractive: Nope.
» Think you're a health freak: Nah ah.I love fried food.Lol...
» Get along with your parents: Can I don't talk about this?But mostly my father.

STEP SEVEN:
In the past month:
» Gone to the mall: I go to the mall like every week?
» Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Its been a long time since I ate oreos.
» Eaten Sushi: Yes,with dear Gi.
» Been on stage: Nope. =]
» Gone skating: I haven't skate for quite a long time. =[
» Made homemade cookies: Nope.
» Gone skinny dipping: Er... Nope.
» Stolen anything: Hell no!

STEP EIGHT:
Ever:
» Played a game that required removal of clothing: No.
» If so, was it mixed company: -
» Flashed anyone: Lol no.
» Been beaten up: By Fatso. =[
» Shoplifted: No and never. =]

STEP NINE:
» Age you hope to be married: 22 - 26?
» Numbers of Children: A boy and a girl. =)
» Describe your Dream Wedding: The one I want to have is with my soulmate. =]
» What country would you most like to visit ? Australia,New York and Paris. =D

STEP TEN:
In the opposite sex:
» Best eye color? Black or brown?
» Best hair color? Black or brown.
» Short hair or long hair? Not long.

STEP ELEVEN:
» Number of people I could trust with my life: I trust everyone I know. =]
» Number of CDs that you own: Not much.
» Number of tattoos: 0.
» Number of piercings: 2.

Personal Quiz
» Who were you with yesterday? Irreplaceable and my family. =]
» What woke you up this morning? The closing of the toilet door. =[
» Where are you? My house.
» Is tomorrow going to be a good day? Who knows. =}
» Honestly, do you get up in the middle of the night and eat? Nope.I'll be sleeping like a pig.
» Honestly, do you like anyone? I like my friends and doggys. =D
» Honestly, does anyone like you? My friends.
ANGER SECTION
» What do you do when you're mad? Eat like mad.No one can stop me. =}
» What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad? I almost scold the f-word at Fatso infront of my grandmother and Gi on the phone.
» Ever made anyone cry when you were mad? I'm not so bad,instead I hide in a corner and cry on my own.
» Do you swear when you're mad? Yes I do swear,only when I'm freaking mad.

CRYING SECTION
» When was the last time you actually cried? Monday night.When I'm going to sleep.
» Ever cried yourself to sleep? Yeap...
» Do certain songs make you cry? Nope,only movies or drams. =]
» What usually makes you cry? Stress and hurtful things that people say.

HAPPY SECTION
» Are you usually a happy person? You will always see me smiling. =]
» What makes you the happiest? Being with my family and friends.Seeing them happy makes me happy.
» Do you believe in yourself? Not really.
» When people say they think you are pretty/handsome, do you get happy? Yes,its a natural reaction. =}

2009-06-22T20:09:00.002+08:00

Woke up with swollen and puffy eyes,some of you would know what I've been doing last night before I sleep.Sigh... Went out with the VKG clique.It isn't complete without Gi in it.Haiz... If only Kim mother's car didn't get scratched,causing her father to come back home early.Jurong Point is a much more nicer place than before it kind of renovates.THe place is very big,a bit like Bugis but its not.Don't know what to say.I'm still feeling so sucky and stuck up.I still haven't figure out what to do yet.I still have no advices,no ideas and nobody to talk to.I and my stepmummmy are very close and very opened,I will always take advices from her.But there are some things that I can't say infront of her.I'm falling apart.

2009-06-21T21:19:00.003+08:00

I feel so damn f-ing frustrated with myself.Everything is going not as planned,problems keep popping out from nowhere and nobody's there for me.My life is becoming more topsy-turvy each day.There's no one I can talk to.Even those who are closed to me are also starting to leave me alone,so gloomy and so... I don't know what to say.I'm just so stressed out.I feel so lonely at times.We are suppose to be very close,do things together,share our problems togther.In the end?Its like now,we are starting going our seperate ways.Why can't it be like last time when we were so happy together.Tomorrow,even if I'm only going out with 1 of you,I will also miss the other 1.If the other thinks that either 1 of us are in wrong,I now apologise.Its not that we want to leave you out.Last minute changes do SUCK A LOT!I do wish we could go out together,but 1 of us is "booked" for the entire week so... Now I'm starting to think that our friendship is worthless,I don't even know why I bother to care for you are that much.I really don't know how to handle this matter.Some one please help me.I can't take it any longer.Some day I'm going to explode in anger and it will be very nasty if I loose my temper.

2009-06-18T13:56:00.005+08:00

I was quite shock after I heard Taylor Swift rap for the 1st time.After a while I find the whole video and the song quite funny.This few days were so boring for me,so as Fatso.Everytime annoy me and in the end we argue and quarrel for the whole day.He ask me to teach him something that I have repeated for a lot of times and I'm very sick of it.Scold him then he curse me go die.Wth... Why do I have this kind of younger brother for goodness sake.Watching Transformers 2:Revenge of The Fallen next week.Can't wait. XD Ice Age 3:Dawn of The Dinosaurs is also a must watch.Its damn hilarious.Hm... Got to go.TTFN. =]

2009-06-15T11:40:00.003+08:00

I seriously can't take this anymore!Whatever I do is not right and what you are do is always right.Help her buy something also must scold me.We are still related in blood.Want me to hate her to the core?Sorry I can't make it.I don't give a damn how she treat me,she is still my mother.I admit that she is sometimes a total bitch but my answer is still the same.And you!Next time want to buy stuff ownself buy.Don't give me so much trouble.Do you know how upset I was!You are not the one who got all the scolding,of course you don't know!Lets just put it simple,I really had enough.

Ok,finally get everything off my chest.I was actually supposed to go out with Kim and Gi today.Kim can't make it and my grandmother say if today I go out with Gi then I cannot go out for the rest of the remaining holiday.Wth... So I'm remaining in the house for the entire day.Sian... Also can't do anything.Tomorrow got the SANA course thing.Need to report at school on 7.15am.Haiz... XD TTFN.

2009-06-13T18:56:00.017+08:00

Ok... Went 2 Jurong Bird Park 2dae.Tis is the 1st time I went there.Took a lot of pictures.Here r a few of some I took.(Actually theres still alot more)

The yellow fluffy Parrots at the main entrance.Cute aren't they?

The black geese n a few ducks.

The Emperor n Adelie penguins.The Emperor penguins r rather huge in size.

A sea of pink.There were actually more Flamingos.Bt they were at the other side.

2 blue birds with their sort of kaboom head.Weird bt the shade of blue is pretty. =]

Too bad the peacock didn't open up it's tail.Bt its pretty anyway.

Stepmummy feeding the 2 Lorry.FYI its a bird,nt a vehicle.

My fav bird,the elegant Swans.There's a black goose n a few ducks.

The beautiful waterfall. Another cute bird.I adore it bcos of the slivery blue feathers it had,n it is very cute. =p

Bought a small penguin keychain.Hahas... Too bad Vanessa didn't come bcos of Mummy.Looking forward 2 another visit,which 105kg saes,maybe 5 to 10 years.Lol... Goin out with Kim n Gi on Mondae.Hope everything turns out as planned.TTFN. =]

2009-06-08T17:26:00.002+08:00

So damn tired!Fridae n Saturdae gt camp.Yesterdae went out the whole dae.2dae gt NPCC training.Under the damn hot sun 4 hours.Iszuan,u gd lor.Kick my hand thn nw my hand gt blueblack.Thn in between the training,no energy n lyk going 2 faint.All tis come at wrong timing,haiz... After training call Mummy n joke around.Must help her buy bag,choose 4 her somemore.Everytime lyk tat 1.Maybe sleeping early,if nt 2morrow sure faint 1.Btw,gt my results.They were nt bad n long time no blog alr.Very lazy... Hees... =p

2009-05-18T16:26:00.002+08:00

Yesterdae 105kg,Jie Jie n Verenr came.After a while,Mummy brought Vanessa come oso.The whole house was very damn noisy,filled with shoutings,screams n laughter.Saw poor Vanessa's leg.Dunno wad is Mummy's damn freaking problem.Her leg was covered in swollen mosquito bites n bruises.The bruises were made by a clothe hanger.Sth happen n Mummy use the clothe hanger n beat her.U cn see streaks of blue black all over the leg.I was lyk damn freaking angry with her bt theres nth I cn do.Haiz... 4get 2 take a pict of her leg.Luckily she didn't hit until Vanessa's face.Thn 105kg's eye was swollen,due 2 drug allergy.Hahs... XD

2009-05-15T21:29:00.002+08:00

Yeah!Exams r over!Blog is done.The Art exam time is quite short.Can't colour finish the bckground.Sad... Thn went out 2 buy Vanessa's bdae present.Shop around n bought a lot of stuff.Wun be blogging tat often.Very lazy,hees... So long. =]

2009-05-08T21:45:00.002+08:00

Hahas... Blog under construction.Hopefully it will be done by 2morrow.The exams r quite difficult.There r still 5 more 2 go.So lets hope everyone cn pass with flying colours.Vanessa n Verene's b'dae comin soon,going 2 buy their presies on nxt Fridae.Everyone gdluck with their exams.So long... =]

2009-04-25T22:02:00.002+08:00

Went 2 support EVSS's C Divsion Girls floorball team yesterdae.Dun feel lyk goin bt no choice.EVSS won 2nd in place,whoo!On the way home,suddenly I feel giddy.Its carsickness n tis time round its a little more worse.After getting down the bus,walk a few steps n kind of collaspse.Its sort of pathetic as tis nvr happen b4.Yin Ning n Lebelle were beside.Follow them 2 the coffee shop n rest.Call my grandmother n Jacy accompany me n wait 4 her.Should be lack of sleep if I'm nt wrong.Exams comin soon.My math tis time round sure fail one.Haiz...

2009-04-12T21:02:00.002+08:00

Went 2 T1.A lot of people thn wan 2 walk oso hav a bit of difficulty.Bought a Breadou.So cute... Thn saw a mediacorp artiste 张耀栋.Omg... I didn't imagine seeing 1 there as there were 4 shops opened by mediacorp artistes.Bought a notebk 4 my math notes.Holidaes comin fast bt exams faster.Haiz... Goin out durin the holidaes with my frens.Can't wait,bt mus hav enough money 1st.XD

2009-03-26T21:02:00.003+08:00

Hate doin latecoming duty in the morning.The security guard place lyk garden lyk dat.Got stung by mosquitos.Itchy sia... 2morrow EVSS Sports dae.Got duty.Sian... Bt at least better than NPCC.6.30am need 2 reach the stadium.So early... Thn during assembly the whole Sec 2 lvl mus stay bck n sing the National Anthem.I was a bit pissed off.Sang 3 times thn cn go home.Bt after the teacher sae 2 class cn leave each time.Bt a lot of people ran off.Some of us dunno wad is goin on thn in the end stayed even longer.Thn each class leave 1 by 1.Wtf seh... Nxt week gt investiture.Die... No choice,already suffer for 4 years already.Kind of regreted being a councillor.

2009-03-23T20:30:00.002+08:00

1st dae of sch n I'm still sick.Haiz... Went bck home during recess.At home very sian.Maybe shouldn't hav went home.After eating medicine,feel a lot better.So unlucky 4 the 1st dae.Gi is sick too.Seemed tat I infected her.Wish tat the exams will come sooner,so the holidaes will oso come faster.Nth 2 blog much 4 2dae,so its tis short. =]

2009-03-22T21:36:00.002+08:00

Went out 2 Telok Blangah 2 visit my great grandmother(grandmother side).Hate long bus trips.Feelin dizzy along the way.After lyk 1 hour or so,cn go home liao,thn took a big bag of Hello Panda biscuits.Lol... Relative giv 1.Haha...Cough all the way there n home.Nw still coughing.Wad the hell!Bought a hair band(black).Thn after returning home 4 a while,Fayyadah(srr if I spelled it wrongly)called sae I sports dae on duty thn Tuesdae need stay bck 4 briefing.Haiz...2morrow sch reopen.Sian... 1st week already kena duty.Bt heck care la.

2009-03-21T20:47:00.002+08:00

Still coughing lyk mad.Haiz... Went 2 Bugis with Kim n Gi yesterdae.Meet Kim at Cheers thn sit MRT 2 Bugis.Thn gt tis mad man in the MRT keep saying "My grandma wan die here",or sth lyk dat.Thn bought a lot of stuff.Went 2 KFC n eat.Went bck 2 TM thn walk around the place.After that go Gi's place slack.Saw stepmum in the bus.Took the bus with her.Thn plae with Verene thn Fatso came home frm tuition.Plae around thn eat dinner.105kg came after a while.Lyk about 8pm+ they go Courts 2 find a washing machine.Btw,took quite a lot of pics.Most of them in Kim n Gi's blog. =]

2009-03-14T18:52:00.007+08:00

Wad the bloody hell!Wan me go out with u fine!Bt mus c the situation 1st rite?Always anyhow jump 2 conclusions.U n him divorce liao I dun care.Bt I follow him,tat means I mus listen 2 wad he sae.He sae I cnnt go out with u.Nt Ah Ma they all sae wan.Nt happy go find him la!U tink I everytime wan quarrel with u meh,lyk I nth 2 do lyk tat.U my mother,I wan 2 respect u bt u gt let me respect u b4,NO.Thn sae all those hurtful things,no care 4 my feelings.Tis is nt the 1st time already,can't u understand.Always so over-sensitive!I had enough,I cnnt take it anymore!I dun wan 2 quarrel with u anymore!

I love u bcos u r my mother.Hav u ever made me love u,no.Bt I do whn I was still young.Wan me 2 love u again,make urself worth it!

2009-03-11T20:58:00.003+08:00

So damn tired.My stupid nose hav gave me a lot of problems since yesterdae.Hav a bad case of running nose,a bit of cough,throat is acting a little weird n jus nw in the bus I had a slight fever.So suay... Yesterdae oso fell down,its all a prank n all b'cos of Jeremy Ng.Go take my chair I duno thn fell down.Wth!Everybody was laughing madly,including me.Read finish 'Untamed".I was so restless at the Police Heritage Centre n my running nose is getting worser.Saw a lot of stuff down there.Even saw a real person's skull,yes real... I was a bit freaked out n was curious.Lol... The skull was frm a murderer or duno who,4get already.Goin 2 sleep earlier.Jus b4 I 4get,'Hunted' came out yesterdae.Goin 2 check out whether Popular is selling it tis weekend. ;]

I noe tat ur're upset.Maybe ur're feeling better nw.I dun noe whether u hav called 2dae b'cos I was nt at home.Dun be sad.Live on.I would wan 2 hear ur cheerful self 2morrow.Bless u... =]

2009-03-08T20:02:00.002+08:00

HAPPY B'DAE 2 WEI CHONG(a.k.a fatso)!I noe I'm a bad sister bt the whole family is calling him fatso.Its his nickname.I'm so glad 2 hav u as a brother,I love u whn ur're obedient,bt hate u whn ur're rude,mean,naughty n bossy.I rmb we always quarrel every dae.Haiz... Nw still the same.I'm going 2 be sick soon,my throat is giving me a very weird feeling.Lost the keychain n goin 2 buy 1 more 2morrow.Finish reading 'Marked' n halfway through 'Betrayed'.Saw Gi n her mum.Damn freaking bored.Stopping here. =]

2009-03-04T19:28:00.002+08:00

Sore eye sore eye go away... XD 2dae very sian seh... Nth much 2 do at sch,gt science test somemore.Die... Thn this few daes keep raining in the afternoon,y nt in the morning.Wth... If in the morning shiok.Was on the way 2 the market with my grandmother after sending fatso 2 tuition.Bought a few stationaries.Along the way,saw Dalilah n Rui Xuan,b4 tat it was raining damn heavily,thn lighter.Aiya u r get wad I mean la.My legs were wet while my grandmother's one is quite dry.Lol... I so big already still duno hw 2 hold the umbrella properly... Zzz Went home n started doin the word search book.Goin 2 finish it already.Hahs,after I finish the book I will buy sudoku book. =]